Hi, I just wanted to comment about my night, and ramify an earlier statement.

First, the apology: I would like to apologize to anyone who was hurt by my first statement (in the last entry). It's not the people who are annoying me, it's the situations and the massive number of situations that have occurred all at once. I probably did not word that in the greatest fashion, but I knew what I meant. lol. It's just like this massive aphrodesiac is in the air, or cupid is going wild with his archery or something. You know what I mean. Well, some of you do. Bottom line: It wasn't meant to be personal. I love you all!

I had such a great time tonight! After rehearsal, just going to steak 'n shake and chatting with people. It got loud sometimes, but I chose not to participate in that action. I chose the quiet, cheer someone up convo rather than the "half-harassing the waitress" road. The waitress actually goes to Columbia, so we ended up having a nice talk about it. It was very productive and informative. But the people are so great. Though originally, it was Katie, Wes, Chris, Melissa, Marsha, Kristen, Emily, Matt, and me, it ended up being just Kristen, Chris, Emily and me at the end. We sat there for like an hour trying to leave and then kept getting pulled back into the conversation. Haha, I eventually left about like 12:35, when my mom finally did call (I was surprised she went for that long without calling! Every time someone's phone rang, I was like, "Opp, that's my mom." and they would hold up their phone and be all, "no it's not." haha, I sound like a valley girl). We were just all getting to know each other better, and it was all really nice. I wish that Emily didn't go to college so far away, 'cause I would love to have her around all of the time!!!! She's so awesome. I found out that we both love Gilmore Girls and Alias. *sigh* Vaughan. 'Nuff said. haha. And Kristen is so cool....I wish I would have known her before now! She's so much fun to be around. And Chris...I've known him for 3 years, and we've never really talked until this summer. I regret not getting to know him better until now. He's a really cool guy, good manners, intelligent, personable, with a lot to offer, and I hope that the world sees that. Because many people in this world are superficial assholes, no? lol, that mood changed quickly. Happy thoughts.

No crushes as of now (except on the older and engaged star of Alias, Mr. Michael Vartan, and the very musical, artistic, and homosexual Mr. Rufus Wainwright), but if one does come along, I won't tell you. lol. I may hint at it, but never tell. I love being cryptic and secretive. I don't think anyone really knows the entire me, and that makes me kind of happy. You know, you've just got to keep a part of yourself to yourself. I dunno. I kind of wish I could tell all of my secrets and inner thoughts to someone, but that makes me feel too vulnerable. So, alas, I shant. That was the most pointless paragraph ever. I think I'll stop now.

Alas, it's 1:32 am and I'm rambling, so I guess I'll sign off. In closing: I'm sorry! I had a great time! No crushes! Secret, secret, I've got a secret. Mornin'!

Well, I have been urged by someone to post. So, alas, here I am.....again.....to write some crap for a few readers. good stuff.

some inside jokes: "Naive lobster!" "Bathroom dancing!" "Happy face!" "Ow-owwwww!"

You know, I wish that there wasn't so much drama within drama. It's so freakin' annoying. she likes him, but he doesn't like her, he likes someone else, who isn't her, who doesn't like him back..... dude, we're not on some stupid reality tv series, or in a stupid teen flick. Get over it all. It makes it really uncomfortable for the rest of us. I know that is really harsh or whatever, but just get the feelings out of the way. I know, we're teenagers with quote-unquote raging hormones, but still. Don't you get sick of it?

Happy notes: Thanks to all my buds who made my 17th great!

and

Matt Habib, I love you!

okay, gotta think about something negative. Okay, got something. Though some people can be real lobsters (girls, you know what I'm talking about), don't lead them on. Yes, they can be complete asses, but as much as they try to hide it around some of us, they have feelings too. If you know someone likes you, please avoid giving them extra attention, more than you would give anyone else. Remain completely platonic. Eventually, they'll get the wrong idea and end up hurt. Some of those guys are surprisingly fragile. Just watch yourself.

I found another person (one of the few) with whom I can let my wild side out. Katie W, you rock my socks. But after last summer, I think I knew that. We must go out sometime. haha. If only the others could see this side of me. I don't think most people would expect it, nor would they be able to handle it. Good times. I love surprising people. It is fun seeing their reactions. (haha, Katie, with Matt tonight! LMAO!)

I can't wait for this show to go on. When it's done well, in its entirety, it will be so much fun, for both the actors and the audience. I think the audience will be a bit shocked sometimes, but hopefully they'll warm up to the ideas and themes and characters in the play enough to realize that it's all done for the plat and the storyline. So, everyone come see it, if you can!

Band camp.

BRANDON SHAVED HIS HEAD!!!!!! Well, actually, sean shaved his head, but...... HE'S BALD!!! I miss the furry head. He's bald....with sideburns. Something I'd never seen before tonight. Well, I guess tonight was a night for revelations.

Asher and Jess, you need to get back now! Enough said.

I love speaking french.

I love boys in plaid pants.

That's all I can think of for now. I'll update soon. Au revoir! Je t'aime! *smoochies*

Currently Reading The Poisonwood Bible: A Novel By Barbara Kingsolver see related

hey, all! I'm back from the wonderful city.......I'll write more about that later. But for now, I saw something that looked interesting on someone's profile, so I feel the need to mooch and do it too.

an alphabet of me. I am:

abstruse, bubbly, charismatic, dopey, enjoyable, f'ed-up, grateful, hopelessromantic, irritable, jolly (haha, freshman year), keen, lonely, meniacal, nutty, orator of the orcas, plebian, quirky, reliable, secretive, trustworthy, unemployed, vocal, west virginian,(a) xenophile, yodeling, zany

see ya later!

Currently Playing Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast) By Jonathan Larson, Jonathan Larson, Dominique Derasse, Kenny Brescia, Gilles Chiasson Tango: Maureen see related

Hey all! I'm greeting you from happy and sunny New York City!! I just thought I'd stop by and let you know what is happening up here.

-Tonight we went to see The Producers; it was outrageously hilarious. I'd recommend it to most, excluding those who are easily offended and/or unwavering in their political or social opinions. :o) Last night, we saw a one-man show at P.S. 122 (formerly Public School 122, now Performance Space 122) called Flow. It was really good. I like seeing alternative forms of entertainment. Tomorrow, we're going to times square and rockefeller plaza, and then to Shakespeare in the Park, for a performance of Henry V. I was really annoyed by the fact that we had to read Shakespeare, but the actual analysis of the play is so enjoyable. Then, Thursday, I might go see Cabaret; I must consult my bubby about money, to see if she thinks that it's a good investment. We only have to pay $33, and who really cares if they're nosebleed seats, right? You're seeing a freakin' broadway show! :o) I think I will sign up for it. lol

-There are so many dialects here. There are all the NYers, then the Long Islanders, and the Jersey girls and guys, in addition to all of the people from around the country. I unintentionally pick up the dialects that are around me, and start speaking with them. I have to watch myself, because I'll start talking like someone else. I really enjoy studying dialects. I need to look in to that. What is that, speech pathology? I don't know, whatever it is, I like it. hehe. If I come back talking all weird, you know why.

I think I had something else to say, but I've forgotten. You can't blame me. It's 1 am. But I'll see you all soon. Take care and God bless!

Currently Playing Poses By Rufus Wainwright California see related

Sometimes I say things/Things I really shouldn't say/I should work on that

Nothing really bad/Just little slips here and there/Not a problem yet

So I'll hold my tongue/I do not want to be crass/That's not how I am

So my slips of tongue/Though unintentionally/will soon cease, thank God

For I do not want/To look like an idiot/or an ass again.

I have decided/That this week is for haikus/To express my thoughts.